I used to say really stupid shitty unproductive things all the time. It was totally uncalled-for. Some of the people I said these asshole things to will read this post & I want to acknowledge that I was totally not cool to interact with people that way. Some bullshit about having a clear vision or good ideas or a sharp tongue or whatever anyone could come up with as an excuse for acting like that isn't gonna cut it. I was careless, selfish & mean.
There's a band that's from where I'm from with a song called [url=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9RdZw2Vd-UA]A Floppy Disc Worth of a Song[/url] that came to mind while I was reading my posts:
TR has a huge amount of potential - more than I think most of us realize - and to actualize that we need to be kind and respectful to one another. Please call me out if I behave shitty to you.I've never been in a fight
But I know I've caused bruises
Because all the punches that I've thrown
Have been emotional abuses
I've never been in a fight
I only hit 'em where it counts
I've been a bully & a hypocrite
And sometimes I can't sleep
When I think about it
Yeah, sometimes I can't sleep when I think about it
Yeah, sometimes I just can't sleep it off
Hopefully someone with moderator rights will lock this thread and until then no one will post in it because this is awkward enough as it is.